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"I am so grateful that you have come. I will pour out everything inside me so you may leave this table satisfied and fortified. Blessings on your eyes. Blessings on your children. Blessings on the ground beneath you. My heart is a ladle of sweet water, brimming over."










20 June 2008 - 6:25 PM

I still don't have a computer. Don't ask me why, because then I'll have to tell you, and it's long, and it's boring, and it's tedious. Just money crap.

I am still pregnant, and I really feel I'll carry past my due date of July 10, but the doctor and everyone else disagree. I get daily phone calls: "Anything yet? Anything? Today?"

Noooooooo. Good grief. If you were warm and snuggly in a 100-degree hot tub and had no worries, why would you be eager to enter the cold cruel world? Baby's smart.

Happy these days. Worried a lot, but happy. I just wish I had more time and more opportunity to keep in touch. Buy me a computer? Please? It's only $1300.








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